Our stars are intertwined, there are billions of us in the world and we walk passed one another, day in and day out. You smile or don't smile at the person who passes you in the cafeteria, you only sit next to your friends in class and maybe when you're out one night someone comes up to you and the conversation starts with "You're on my campus right?" and months later, you realize that someone who has made an impact on your life had been sitting two rows up from you in English the entire time. But I believe that chance would have it that we meet those we are destined to meet in our lives at the precise moment we do. That the Love of My Life will come into my life when I am ready, and capable of dealing with the idea. Or maybe I won't be ready, maybe I'll be a blabbering fool and they'd be the one to pat me on the head or rub my back as I puke, but the idea is the same. They will come when they are meant to. Destiny is fate, that you accept what your life has been up till now. It isn't, however, an excuse to become complacent and kinda wait around for things to happen to you, because our fate isn't set in stone. I believe that as we make the choices we do, so our paths take different routes and eventually lead to our final destination.
Romantic comedies has absolutely ruined love for us, we see it as this gorgeous and hypnotic emotion, that puts stars in our eyes, and makes everyone seem perfectly suave. I will admit that I have thought I've been in love before, thrice to be precise. And well, the last one which I was really certain about now seems like a chapter in the book of my life that I will look back at one day and say "Really?" Love is, this absolutely unprecedented and vividly overwhelming emotion, it will scoop you up when you least expect it and settle you down hard on your ass. And you know what? You'll be absolutely thankful that it hurts so bad, because if it didn't, then your person wouldn't have the moment to absolutely take your breath away as they help you up. Falling in love won't be easy, why else would they say falling? They could have said Drifting in love, but it's not a drift, it's a very big tumble and then your world topples upside down. In my life right now, I'm opting to figure things out for a bit. And so for me, this means finding out whether or not I am truly ready to fall on my face and then accept help from the very person that tripped me. I believe love is why we are human, that have the ability to feel that connection is what strengthens us. I have recently also taken to the idea that Love is what God showed us when he sent his only son to die for us. Us, this group of people who worship material wealth, and adore our sin as if it keeps us company. He loved us that much. Now I don't know about you, but I sure as hell am waiting for someone who's willing to love me in any way close to that. fk
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